Friday November 30, 2018

37°  dark and cloudy listening to the newest episode of a YouTube channel I very much enjoy, Edge of Wonder. Ben & Rob are great.

Visited my dispensary today, Nature's Care so for the next few weeks we will be partaking in  Cresco Snow Lotus, a 'refresh' hybrid & a Gelato Stix. Took some pictures of the sky this after noon when picking up my son from school, there was an off rainbow bouncing off a cloud I will tri to up load it or will include in my YouTube videos.

So today I finally had to concede. If I am subject to banking fees so much I will bankrupt us so I went in and closed my bank account. Will update my payment info so the direct deposit will go into Our checking account in his credit union.

I am both relieved and saddened by this need to close my account as now I will have to ask when ever I want to purchase something, all things must go through my husband so I don't mess up our finances, especially now that I am hardly making any money now and our son's birthday and Christmas are both around the corner!

LB

6:31 pm 31° tuning in to watch us while researching Frequency Control and how we are all effected.

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Day 1, No more composition Notebooks

Thursday November 29, 2018   6:01 pm   31℉ 

Today is as good a day as any to start, I have been procrastinating for too long so here we go. No more composition notebooks, Time to move ahead and enter the digital generation. I will however use this in the very same way as I did my composition notebooks, Dark and chilled but clear, will see if I can see anything in the sky tonight if it really is clear. Been rather cloudy and drab.(Melanie Martinez - Crybaby album playing)

Nice to have gotten my State ID for a legal cannabis dispensary so I shall also document which strain and method I am partaking in. Tonight we will enjoy a hand twisted RAW cone of Kubbie Kush (indica).

Since this is essentially day one, let me catch you up to speed, I am flirting with fifty, have a beautiful son and loving husband, but I also have several dark acronyms. PTSD, MDD, BPSA, Anxiety and more. I know that as someone who tries to live each day while battling inner demons it is not easy to communicate what you are dealing with. Those around you who love you can't possibly grasp what we are going through because we ourselves don't even understand it at times. 


Time to go look up... till then...LB