Just a blurb

Thursday January 24th, 2019  25℉  Gloomy, Grey and gosh darn cold

They should make an app that lets you enter the price and it will tally your groceries plus tax as you shop, like a calculator but uses gps data to add the tax. No more hoping you have enough at checkout.

LB

Some things coming

Tuesday January 22, 2019   31°  Cold  misting all day causing black ice now snowing

I am looking forward for the other shoe to drop, all hell is going to break loose. As some may know I am so hoping the theory of John F. Kennedy Jr. is still alive, faking his own death so that his opponent wouldn't get the chance and allowing him to be a ghost working behind the scenes. I find it very odd that Bill Clinton, Nancy Pilosi and George H. Bush all knew/met President JFK.

 Bill Clinton

Nancy Pilosi

George H.W. Bush

It's MY party

Wednesday January 16th, 2019  ( have not been outside in two days. rambling aloud)

Reflecting on past memories as they randomly pop into my head with such great detail it feels as if I am there but watching. Some are good others, not so much. I can smell the aroma in the air around me from the memory, I liken it to getting "sweet air" at the dentist. Anytime I was given gas I could swear I am having de ja vu or in a glitch in the matrix it was far more prominent as a child but it would feel almost as if I was between dimensions. Smelling and hearing a photograph.

It seems very strange for me to change so dramatically. I had finally gotten off all the pharmaceuticals and granted a legal medical cannabis card. I had lost some weight and felt pretty good. I still was trying to ignore my symptoms of whatever I was suffering from, it was all just in my mind, the voices. Now people would read that last statement and roll their eyes or shake their heads, "Such a Crutch".

I want to understand why I am not longer the person I was in 2017. I have gained SO much weight, my heart had a stint put in, I am on a total of 12 pills a day of which I am told for life. Why must I be on all these medications for life? All we are doing is letting them control us, they put us on all sorts of chemicals and God knows what. These meds then cause side effects that cause additional medication with even more side effects, an endless circle of the machine.

Today's memories had to do with a few birthdays over my life that were not as happy as they could have been. Made the best of whatever it happened to be, taking friends to a movie or even just house parties. The only attendees seemed to be those who were made to attend, like my "sweet sixteen" two sisters couldn't miss a Menu-do concert on tv. and others still just didn't show. Sure I was hurting inside but I would make the best of the situation.

LB #WWG1WGA
Qarmy

"It's all in your head"

Tuesday January 15th, 2019   

If you know someone with mental health issues please don't say "It's all in your head" Like Duh! I know that already, it's what I have been trying to tell you all these years.

The reason for this comment, directed at me by my husband came about when I asked him to please stop at the store on his way home as I did not want to hurt anyone while I drive at twilight and later. I have, in addition to a few other issues Schizo-effective which causes me to question my judgement at night. It is at this point he proceeds to tell me how he really doesn't want to do it, he is tired. I said "I understand but I don't want to risk hurting anyone". His response was "I don't get it you are younger than you are acting" I asked how age had anything to do with my wanting to be safe? It was this point he said "I think it is all in your head, you use to be able to drive to and from work just fine"

Truth be told, I never liked driving at night since I can not differentiate my "shadows" or real. It makes me want to swerve as to not hit it but it isn't really there etc. Now what I find so baffling is only last week at 2:30 pm, daylight, I posted that I was going to pick up my son from school. While I sat in the parking lot waiting for him my husband calls my cell. He asked what I was doing and I told him. He then proceeded to say the following as I just sat with my jaw dropped. 

"Oh, so you decided to risk it huh? Well if you take someones life it's on you".I asked what he was talking about and he rattled off how I said I was afraid to drive at night because I would hate to hurt someone. "Right so you are afraid yet you would risk the life of our son or someone else all just to pick him up?" All I could say was I was still trying to process the whole If your willing to risk taking a life it's on me. I said I had trouble when the sun would go down it was 2:30 in the afternoon. "Whatever, I'll talk to you later."

Believe me, I am no saint. I know I am near impossible to live with, I get it. I know I am a horrible wife in so much as failing to uphold certain areas. He has stayed with me despite my faults, but I am sorry if I am wrong but it hurts really bad when the one person on earth you love and trust says such things to and about you.

a Familiar Face?

I took two screen shots because I saw a resemblance Between:

 the man (secret service) standing behind Bill Clinton 

and the Agent standing behind George W. at Poppy's funeral...

HMMMMMMMMMM

Just a little law and order and Military Tribunals

Monday January 14th, 2019  27°  Grey and Cold

U.S. Code Title 18, Part I, Chapter 115, 2381 Treason:

• 0Whoever, owing allegiance to the United States, levies war against them or adheres to their enemies, giving them aid and comfort within the United States or elsewhere, is guilty of treason and shall suffer death, or shall be imprisoned not less than five years and fined under this title but not less than $10,000; and shall be incapable of holding any office under the United States.

Tuesday January 15th, 2019  25°  feels colder.

U.S. Code title 10, Subsection A, Part II, Chapter 47, Sub chapter X, 906a, Article 106a  Espionage 

• (1) Any person subject to this chapter who, with intent or reason to believe that it is to be used to the injury of the United States or to the advantage of a foreign nation, communicates, delivers, or transmits, or attempts to communicate, deliver, or transmit, to any entity described in paragraph (2), either directly or indirectly, anything described in paragraph (3) shall be punished as a court-martial may direct, except that if the accused is found guilty of an offense that directly concerns (A) nuclear weaponry, military spacecraft or satellites, early warning systems,  or other means of defense or retaliation against large scale attack, (B) war plans, (C) communications intelligence or cryptographic information, or (D) any other major weapons system or major element of defense strategy, the accused shall be punished by death or such other punishment as a court-martial may direct.

(2)An entity referred to in paragraph (1) is—

(A)

a foreign government;

(B)

a faction or party or naval force within a foreign country, whether recognized or unrecognized by the United States; or

(C)

a representative, officer, agent, employee, subject, or citizen of such a government, faction, party, or force.

(3)

A thing referred to in paragraph (1) is a 

writing, code book, signal book, sketch, photograph, photographic negative, blueprint, plan, map, model, note, instrument, appliance, or information relating to the national defense.

(b)

(1)No person may be sentenced by Court-martial to suffer death for an offense under this section (article) unless—

(A)

the members of the 

Court-martial

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nanimously find at least one of the aggravating factors set out in subsection (c); and

(B)

the members unanimously determine that any extenuating or mitigating circumstances are substantially outweighed by any aggravating circumstances, including the aggravating factors set out in subsection (c).

(2)Findings under this subsection may be based on—

(A)

evidence introduced on the issue of guilt or innocence;

(B)

evidence introduced during the sentencing proceeding 

or

(C)

all such evidence.

(3)

The accused shall be given broad latitude to present matters in extenuation and mitigation.

(c)A sentence of death may be adjudged by a 

Court-martial

 

for an offense under this section (article) only if the members unanimously find, beyond a reasonable doubt, one or more of the following aggravating factors:

(1)

The accused has been convicted of another offense involving espionage or treason for which either a sentence of death or imprisonment for life was authorized by statute.

(2)

In the commission of the offense, the accused knowingly created a grave risk of substantial damage to the National Security 

(3)

In the commission of the offense, the accused knowingly created a grave risk of death to another person.

(4)

Any other factor that may be prescribed by the President by regulations under Section 836 of this title (article 36)

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