I love a good conspiracy

Friday January 4th 2019  7:55 pm still damn cold. (tonight's ramblings courtesy of "Bubba Fett" Indica)

What in earth is going onn?! I mean I love a good conspiracy but in just a mere few months we have had more than a typical amount of them. Everything from the Russian collusion and nonsense now saying things such as George H Bush was executed for treason. That he was involved with Kennedy's assassination, and many other far darker theories flying about, then the envelopes of doom at George H's funeral, several notes passing and odd behaviors and questions.

Curve Ball Outta nowhere!

JFK jr is actually still alive and has been gathering intelligence to help take down those who were responsible for his father's death but also the deep shadow government and all the atrocities committed since.

How many will they churn out now, causing utter chaos and mis/dis information being distributed. You don't know who to trust anymore, not even ourselves at times. We are being overstimulated at an alarming rate. Predictive programming is showing itself right in front of us bet we are missing it with all the distractions.

I mean, out here there is so much, too much to be honest. "News" nowadays is nothing more than someone's point of view. No longer do people rely on proof, truth and facts and it is causing mayhem and discontent among our citizens legal and otherwise. Some crying fake news, others spouting real news and so one so who is right? People are so terribly divided, especially since September 11th, 2001. Speaking of which, here is a sample of predictive programming... (I am not nudging at the alien part but more about the mutual threat against all of humanity.

Is this not a time of such a mutual threat to our very humanity, we need to stop pushing the negatives, fueling that thick, dark sludge that is consuming our world. A different kind of zombie apocalypse, is being created by the press, bias opinions each claiming the other as liars. How did that go...

First post of the new year...

Friday January 4th, 2019  5:28 pm  44°

So much going on and at such a rate it is hard to keep up. Recently the buzz makers are the "Mysterious Notes" at former President George H. Bush's funeral (or as some have dubbed it "Poppys Bush Funeral". It would seem that 6 couples, possibly more, received a note sized envelope tucked in the Wife's program. It is clearly seen on various cameras that The Clintons, Obamas, Biden's Cheney's, Gore's and Pence's all had a small envelope that caused them to change their demeanor in seconds. I also want to ask why so much focus on these envelopes? I am more interested in the small hand passed notes. More in a moment on that.

There was footage of George W writing something down, was that what he passed to Laura? Or did the secret service agent lean in and hand off something to them? there was exchanging of eye contact between Laura, Jeb and the bald agent. Something drained the life from the three of them, Laura, Jeb and George all became deeply concerned and almost defeated. Some are speculating indictments but in the instant reaction from Jeb it had to be either an image of a very short comment or word. So far the leading theory is that George W flipped and that was what was in those envelopes, "I flipped" or "I confessed everything" from the former president.

It is also something to note that GW had 2 secret service agents directly behind him, even those on the other side of the isle had singular agents two rows back. There is a lot of theories going around, my husband even said wouldn't it be funny if Trump gave them an invitation for lunch at the White House. Seriously, we will not know until it is released and even then will it be true or fake?

I am going to now, start some research as to where these folks have been since the funeral. Some say Military Tribunals have begun at the start of this new year, I want to see if these folks have been seen since. Perhaps more on draining the swamp and the massive human trafficking and other horrendous things some of these people had been said to be a part of are being dismantled and brought to light.

So back to the even more curious note passing between several of these people. I thought it very strange that Mike Pence and his wife went over to talk with Hillary whom immediately stood up to talk to them (before discovering the envelope) before POTUS even comes in and you can see on camera, Bill Clinton spins around in his seat, away from his wife to get a hand off from Dick Chaney? When GW enters he shakes hands with Trump through Barrack then stretches over and slides a message to Michelle who tries to hide it behind her program. When Bill and Cheney do the hand off they even stare directly at the camera, then Bill stands up beside Hillary.

Now back to Flipping... I believe GW reached out to POTUS after his mother passed and then his father. Perhaps he went to Trump offering everything he knows about Deep State and Cabal in return for protection of his family. Some are saying his father was actually executed for treason and George W knew what was to come and struck a sweetheart deal. I hope that in the coming weeks we hear more about what is really going on, the "Storm", has it arrived? are we in the eye of it perhaps.

Another perception could be that the secrets passed were that of George H being executed for treason and this was why George appeared so drained and almost disgusted, the look, the seeming mouthing of Yep, and then the dropping of his head and the reason GW wanted to flip rather than continue the Shadow Government Agenda. Well, enough rambling for now.

Be Prepared when the SHTF

In the event that we have an attempt to wipe out our power grid, causing a national blackout, like an EMP attack

Will you be ready?

Below is a list of useful items to help make life a little better if such a terror attack does cause a shut down of our entire power grid. In addition, don't under estimate the power of goodwill you can save some money when it will be needed elsewhere.

• Bottled Water at least 1 gallon per person
• Canned Foods
• Rice, Beans, Wheat, Flour and Yeast. 
• Water Filters/Purifiers
• Charcoal. not just for cooking & heat, can be used to purify water
• Cooking Oils 
  
• Milk powdered and condensed.
• Salt
• Cast iron pots and dutch ovens are long lasting and are made to be used over an open fire.
• Gardening Supplies seeds, books, and tools
• Canning supplies including the jars, lids, pressure cookers, pectin, and other supplies
• Jerky and other long lasting meats. 
• Teas, Coffee, Powered beverages.
• Hygiene supplies shampoo, toothbrushes and toothpaste, mouthwash, floss, etc
• First aid kits
• OTC meds. Pain relievers, Fever reducers, cold & flu, cough syrup. 
• Toilet Paper, Kleenex, Paper Towels
• Vitamins and Herbal Supplements
• Gas masks 
• Flashlights, lanterns, and glowsticks. And don’t forget the batteries or fuel.
• Candles
• Lighters, matches, flint and steel fire starters, fire pistons 
• Saws, axes, hatchets, machetes, hunting knives, sharpening stones and honing oil.
• Fishing supplies/tools 
• Tarps, plastic rolls, nails, rope, hammers and spikes to improvise an shelter.
• Gasoline Containers or anything that could be a gas or water container.
• Gloves, scarves, hats, earmuffs etc
• Boots, belts, warm comfortable clothes, thick socks.
• Cold weather clothing and weather clothing
• Bleach
• Knives & Sharpening tools 
• Backpacks, Duffel Bags
• Large garbage cans and garbage bags can be used for trash, storage, water collection, hauling goods etc. Garbage bags have dozens and dozens of uses, the thick 55 gallon size being the best.
• Paper, pads, pencils, sharpeners, pens, and solar calculators
• Sleeping Bags, Blankets, Pillows, Mats and Inflatable Mattresses.
• Buckets of all sizes and shapes
• Plastic Wrap and Insulation
• Glue, duct tape, nails, nuts, bolts, screws
• Aluminum foil. Can be used for cooking and to harness some power from the sun for purifying water and cooking.
• Prescription medications.
• Duct Tape and Electrical Tape
• Hand pumps & siphons for gas, water, oil

"It can't all be just me"

Wednesday  December 19, 2018  41°  sunny   11:28 am 

Working on my nails for Christmas, speaking of which I am perfectly fine with Happy Holidays seeing as there are so many holidays this month and I appreciate the good intentions and Joy. I can not believe they are complaining about a classic Christmas song, "Baby it's cold outside" being a sexual harassment?! If that is the case we need to do the same and bitch about the word Gay being in other songs or animal abuse in 12 days of Christmas. I mean those who want to ban such things are only showing how selfish they really are. Where is the equal rights?

1:16 pm

Things not to say  to a person dealing with PTSD, Anxiety, and Schizophrenic Bipolar Disorders:
"I am going through all of what your going through plus I have the added stress over the finances now and you don't see me on medications and calling off work" or "When is it going to be my turn" Trust me, you don't want this for you to have your turn we don't appreciate such under playing of mental heath issues and how it affects us when you can't possibly know what is going on inside. Just a tip from your favorite mental patient (which I am) Hence the title of Ramblings of a Mad Hatter. 

Pleahen you say such things, hang up then call back only to ask if I am going in our not despite telling you I  have a nauseating migraine that has come on due the stress and fighting between my now 15 year old son and his father then dragging me deeply into that negativity and then getting mad and bringing up how I am lucky my work is allowing me to work part time and here I go taking off a day... and yet another call now, the ringer is killing me. and again! it's 1:41 and he has called me 4 times, I ended hanging up on him even after I said "If you are going to keep calling me while I am feeling like this I will hang up on you" you then say "Well its annoying as hell, you have to stop letting these things get to you and risk loosing your job. You can't just call in when things are a little tough". ,I am going to lay down and turn the freakin phone off.

4:28 pm

So he called 2 more times since I last wrote, asking if I went to post office to which I said I had not gone out at all due to my headache. When I offered to take it he said "well if you can do that you can go to work" I said dropping an envelope into a post box is in no way like working multiple hours. He keeps insisting our family is dysfunctional and that the therapist whom we have only seen 2-3 times tops and he doesn't see where this therapist is helping at all. So I am off to the post office TTFN

His new comments on "it can't all be me" every time he argues with our son  is driving me insaner

December 17-18, 2018

Monday  December 17, 2018   42°  blue skies and sunny. Listening to Edge of Wonder

Got called into work tomorrow & Wednesday so I start at 1 pm till 7 pm am. I may have mentioned this but I always wondered who decides what is in and what things are popular for this year etc.
Again, somewhat predictive programming geared at our children and continues through adulthood. Who controls all we see and hear and much to our complacency and laziness. We are accepting which ever news outlet or programs we agree with, have a narrative that fits their own ideals.

For example, you see billboards and advertisements everywhere and hidden within these personal attacks that we happily allow in our lives unknowingly letting our brains and senses be manipulated from the clothes we wear, music we listen to, and TV / Cinema. We are exposed to an overwhelming amount of these programming tools that make us numbed.So many people are programmed to want the "next big thing". Look what happens on Black Friday, people acting like animals fighting for food, lining up outside in a line overnight just to get the hottest tech the day it hits stores.

Now think about how much time not just we, but our children are plugged in, this generation is addicted to technology. Banks and credit companies have pretty much done away with the magnetic strip replacing it with a small chip, there is even talk about human chipping. We would be virtually at the mercy of those who know how to use these things to track us, access our devices and information. I really get worried when while working I see just how dangerous this card chip can be from a personal perspective. Those who get you chipped bank or credit card can all too easily use your card and not have to sign! No need for a pin number or signature anymore, and they say it is far more secure? What are they smoking and where can I get some.

We are all living a "Truman Show" life. Everything we do or say is captured someway and held in some huge computer data storage facility. People pass comments of feeling like they are in a movie or some similar sensation and in some respects we are. The powers that be, and not the good ones, train us to accept their agendas not ours. WWGOWGA

LB

Betrayal and more bewilderment

Thursday December 13, 2018   38°  10:30 pm    misty rain but not too cold.

At the job I am simply glad I have it despite my groaning, we NEED the money. I started at $8 something but was told it would be 9 in like a week after I would start. Fast forward 2 years 9 months of loyalty, Exceptional customer service even got employee due to the surveys coming in praised me for how helpful etc I was. Over this time I have had 2 reviews, however I was put on short term leave before I could get my 3rd for this year.

Anyway, Since the they have hired a few new people, ok, but when I come back someone who was just hired in September started at $13.50?! Then this other new employee got a promotion over me. I have given a great deal of myself for this company and yet I get shafted by management when I definitely have a LONG history of customer service yet that is the very reason this woman started at 13.50. I need to find a job that appreciate me, they were, after all responsible for my issues of mental and heart which caused me to go on leave.

I was all excited to see The Geminid meteor shower which the peak time will be between 10:30 pm 12/13/18 through the weekend But the morning isn't your only chance. On Thursday and Friday, keep an eye on the sky a few hours after sunset -- just keep the moon at your back. the most meteors passing will be around 7:30 am. Here's when and where to watch the last and strongest meteor shower of the year


Sunday December 16, 2018 44° clear, and cold

Once again my brain is overloaded, will write Tomorrow since I do not have work until next Saturday (unless someone calls in or something. Oh yeah one more thing, All employees wage has risen to $10 so Zach was almost right but not for the reasons he had thought. The other employee is NOT making 13.50 and I was made to feel much better, found that out yesterday when I asked my manager. For now I shall retire with a nice hand rolled jillybean.

a key for those just reading:

Green = medical cannabis
Dark Lavender = Headings = BOLD
Light Lavender = Links - smaller font
Will add more as needed ✌

Sunday December 2, 2018

36° rain and snow. (Havana playing) The  realization that I no longer have my own bank account is setting in.  While I know it must be done as my confidence is not so good and I this way I won't be able to cause any problems but it still sucks. 🌌♨