Friday, 7 December 2018
December 7, 2018
Friday December 7, 2018 5:18 pm 23° Cold. I am putting links for each.
The sun was out earlier with an ever so light flurry.On my way to the river, where I recharge and write usually in notebook but I can access this through my phone to update this.
WTAF is going on around the world right now yet we are not hearing?!
1. Russia's tension with America over US Air strikes in Syria. as well as the Crisis in Ukraine
2. Hawaii had an island SINK
3. Scientists want to know why Yellowstone's Steamboat Geyser keeps erupting
4. Volcanic activity in Hawaii, Indonisia and Guatemala
5. Massive Flood, Sink hols & Land slide increase
6. Tsunami again poor Indonesia, they had 3 natural disasters withing same year.
7. The Unusual fires in California, Yes I said unusual. First, there was the mass shooting at the same time-frame, hours before the two simultaneous fires start.. Look at this then truly look at the damage AND lack of damage here Captured by this drone
Don't even get me started in modified weather, that is a whole other post! But with all this "natural" disasters I would not be surprised that the strange "sky quakes" could be the groaning and such as the tectonic plates shift. Another whole other post, matter of fact I hope to do posts on each along with the immigrant caravan all at the same time.
π€π«Pondering and entertaining the though that perhaps all the creatures of fairy-tales are actually "aliens races"? Shall look into this more...
8:58 pm 18° Colder than a witch's tit
So my husband has been, how do I say, Nagging me? About "I don't understand why you would just walk away from a steady job like that after a few years, that was very irresponsible of you". I try to explain that at that time I genuinely had to, even the doctor placed me on short term leave that day. I was re-diagnosed, it wasn't a choice. Even after I told him if I hadn't I would be dead now. Yet I took on a shift in another store and am even working more hours a day than doctor wrote but nope I am being selfish and when I say "I don't know what you want me to say", then I genuinely say sorry and his response is "Yeah, I always get that,bye".
December 6 , 2018
Thursday December 6th 25° 11:01 am Damn cold! can see the sun but cloudy haze like. (ππCarousel (KXA Remix ππ)
So far so good, Husband was very sweet and gave me $25 for me however I want to spend and has only called once to remind me to call the Disability lawyers. Unfortunately given my age and the fact I have not worked a solid 5 years and thus for my age I do not have enough credits to qualify. In addition to that the other disability is out since hubby makes "too much". So I shall stay with Walgreen's as long as I can. Trouble is the hours, now I can only do max of 25 a week and can't drive at night. Another thing, since I was wrong yesterday, Today I have a 2 pm appointment with Dr. Debbie. Lawyer confirmed I need more credits which are earned by quarters, every thee months.
Can't help but wonder what is so special about Saturday, Dec 8th, But I feel it will be... Something, maybe a final acknowledgement of aliens and a potential invasion. Predictive programming would make perfect sense, think the classic and hilarious MIB. The shadow government slowly releases information once they feel we have become "ready" in their opinion to have stuff leaked or Declassified. Q is warning of this date as well, could we be going to war? All I do know is I will be working 9-5.
11:57 am 29°
Controversy. Dr. Kevorkian was right human euthanasia just like our pets we love so much. As someone who feels utter depression and great times but I tend to feel not as ME as I should. My mom was close to the end I watched her change before my eyes. She was miserable and suffering, her quality of life was near none. She was in and out of doctors, hospitals and eventually hospice all the time having blood taken, taking 20 pills a day which I feel caused her quicker demise. I felt horribly guilty because on some of her worst nights, being put on oxygen and needing open heart surgery after the new year, where she was near tears over how she felt. She herself would say "Please just take me cause if this is how I have to live I don't want it".
She was just living to see my brother on more time and that was Christmas 2016 when he was going to come here. He did and we had them take a photo while he was here, then less then a month later she passed, where I found her on a Sunday morning. I still cry and miss her badly, Over the summer we went to Florida where I got to finally see a portion of my family which was in July just before my breakdown. It had been over 15 years since seeing them and we are all so much older now. My Aunt & Uncle, Dad's brother and Aunt Joann whom set up my mom and dad. My cousins whom I had been very close to when we all lived in NY, and their children at similar ages to my son. It was bittersweet, I love them all and miss being able to drive to see them now we are very far apart.
Well, going to go get me a mocha and get ready for Dr. appointment.
So far so good, Husband was very sweet and gave me $25 for me however I want to spend and has only called once to remind me to call the Disability lawyers. Unfortunately given my age and the fact I have not worked a solid 5 years and thus for my age I do not have enough credits to qualify. In addition to that the other disability is out since hubby makes "too much". So I shall stay with Walgreen's as long as I can. Trouble is the hours, now I can only do max of 25 a week and can't drive at night. Another thing, since I was wrong yesterday, Today I have a 2 pm appointment with Dr. Debbie. Lawyer confirmed I need more credits which are earned by quarters, every thee months.
Can't help but wonder what is so special about Saturday, Dec 8th, But I feel it will be... Something, maybe a final acknowledgement of aliens and a potential invasion. Predictive programming would make perfect sense, think the classic and hilarious MIB. The shadow government slowly releases information once they feel we have become "ready" in their opinion to have stuff leaked or Declassified. Q is warning of this date as well, could we be going to war? All I do know is I will be working 9-5.
11:57 am 29°
Controversy. Dr. Kevorkian was right human euthanasia just like our pets we love so much. As someone who feels utter depression and great times but I tend to feel not as ME as I should. My mom was close to the end I watched her change before my eyes. She was miserable and suffering, her quality of life was near none. She was in and out of doctors, hospitals and eventually hospice all the time having blood taken, taking 20 pills a day which I feel caused her quicker demise. I felt horribly guilty because on some of her worst nights, being put on oxygen and needing open heart surgery after the new year, where she was near tears over how she felt. She herself would say "Please just take me cause if this is how I have to live I don't want it".
She was just living to see my brother on more time and that was Christmas 2016 when he was going to come here. He did and we had them take a photo while he was here, then less then a month later she passed, where I found her on a Sunday morning. I still cry and miss her badly, Over the summer we went to Florida where I got to finally see a portion of my family which was in July just before my breakdown. It had been over 15 years since seeing them and we are all so much older now. My Aunt & Uncle, Dad's brother and Aunt Joann whom set up my mom and dad. My cousins whom I had been very close to when we all lived in NY, and their children at similar ages to my son. It was bittersweet, I love them all and miss being able to drive to see them now we are very far apart.
Well, going to go get me a mocha and get ready for Dr. appointment.
Wednesday, 5 December 2018
November 5, 2018
Wednesday 7:34 am 27° another gray cold day... Snow Lotus shake
Mind is processing the following bits today will write some of it later: We are Truman of the Truman Show. I always asked who decided what things were called or who decided to say blue is blue and not apple. I do hope you get the idea there. There are so many topics going around, but what if it was "written" that way. That our lives are like a sim game.
10:37 am 25°
Husband has called for the 4th time...
Finance seems to be one of the bigger factors to my anxiety and panic attacks. Husband's most recent call was because $300 is suddenly missing from our account, the one I closed my account to join into, their site had been down all day yesterday, did we get hacked, did they? WTAF My appointment with therapist at 1:00 pm. Last few days been having trouble with my hands shaking more than normal and a sharp pain in the back of my hand. It is similar to whacking your funny bone hard. This does alert me however that a panic attack is arriving and I need to take my Xanax.π’π€
Seriously, we are so enslaved with life. Everything costs, How can I afford to be ill? When I am unable to work and go on leave, Since September 6th I have paid over $200 in co-pays alone not to mention the 14 medications I take each day that add hundreds more. In addition to having my credit card being compromised to over the limit and now now salary. Well I did start back at work BUT it appears I will have only worked 3 day for one pay period (2 weeks).
11:21 am 34° called 6th time -cell then land and again rustled my feathers about how I seriously need to find more hours or another job to provide more income despite the restrictions my doctor has placed on me, and he wonders why I have anxiety and panic attacks?! The panic attacks also affect my heart and the shaking of my limbs that is not my control. should be a fun visit with Dr. Debbie. All my life I have had people tell me "You should write a book" when ever I told them stories from my life. That was why I would journal, I liked to use composition note books of the various events that essentially were my life in little nuggets. That is how I plan to use this. Let me know if you want to see those too.
4:43 pm 31° Alan Walker & Sia - Faded/Cheap Thrills/Alive/Airplanes (feat. Hayley Williams, B.o.B, Sean Paul)
3 more times since last typed. he is doing his magic tonight so I have started to do my nails, should have a picture a little later. My right hand still getting sharp pains, reminds me of a time before my father passed (so at least March 2003) they never did figure out what was wrong. I under went MRI's, Cat-scans, EEG (THAT sucked) it started with pains then my hands locked up in almost a flat fist that I would have to pry open as I couldn't do on own, no control over my hands for like a month. Hope it is not happening again, I loose all control from wrist down. Thank God for spellcheck.
11:00 pm 31°
My hand hurts more so I go to bed.
Tuesday, 4 December 2018
Tuesday November 4, 2018
This is so much harder than I thought it would be. I no longer have money on me, if I want/need money I have to ask for it. That being said lets get on with the current entry.
Tuesday December 4, 2018 1:25 pm 31° just dreary gray. no music just silence.
My husband has now called for the 9th time today to either remind me of what I need to do (laundry, dishes, sanding drywall etc.), what am I making for dinner, and once again going over why he doesn't understand why I would leave my full time job and go on short term medical leave when I knew the financial burden it would cause and the responsibility I have to pay various bills. Despite knowing how stressful the job had become, contributing to my heart issues back in April this year.
Why I thought it necessary to go on short term leave is because my doctor wrote a form out instructing as such. So from September 6 - November 23, I was on leave all the while I under went much psychological testing, therapy and medications which would be tweaked every so often as they regulated dosages etc. All of which mind you has an additional price tag attached to it. $30 co-pay a week just to see both doctor and therapist only to learn in addition to my preexisting PTSD, anxiety and major depressive disorders it was discovered I am also Schizo-affective Bipolar. How does this affect me? Guess what, yup in addition to the 7 meds for my hear that I have to take for basically the rest of my life I get an additional 6 meds, did I mention I HATE big Pharma and believe they keep us ill so we need even more meds etc, which was why my previous therapist got me a start issued medical cannabis card.
Since my atrial-fibrillation episode in early and being thrust on 7 pills they put a stint into my widow-maker due to an 85% blockage, I am only 48! That my friends is why I had to leave my job for a little while, I have returned to work actually, though my doctor wrote out the limitations to my working conditions, I am to be at 25 hours the most and no more than 6 hours a day, 4 days a week and must be able to leave during daylight hours. So thus far as of November 25th I have worked 3 days and they have not yet put me on schedule for the entire next week, the Wednesday after tomorrow. Now about the meds I started taking in April... Most of them had the side affect "may cause depression", one even said significant depression. So as one can imagine, already having the handful of acronyms this only matters far worse..
As for my focus, memory and motor skills, I have to use spell check all the time now as even thought I think I am typing the right thing it inevitably comes up misspelled anyway. And once again had to call said doctor's office to get my appointment date/times because I could not remember. It really sucks, you feel like you don't have a grasp of your own life, you begin questioning everything. Did I say that, when did I do this etc. You feel like a huge burden to those around you, you even can become so far as to feel worthless.
Tuesday December 4, 2018 1:25 pm 31° just dreary gray. no music just silence.
My husband has now called for the 9th time today to either remind me of what I need to do (laundry, dishes, sanding drywall etc.), what am I making for dinner, and once again going over why he doesn't understand why I would leave my full time job and go on short term medical leave when I knew the financial burden it would cause and the responsibility I have to pay various bills. Despite knowing how stressful the job had become, contributing to my heart issues back in April this year.
Why I thought it necessary to go on short term leave is because my doctor wrote a form out instructing as such. So from September 6 - November 23, I was on leave all the while I under went much psychological testing, therapy and medications which would be tweaked every so often as they regulated dosages etc. All of which mind you has an additional price tag attached to it. $30 co-pay a week just to see both doctor and therapist only to learn in addition to my preexisting PTSD, anxiety and major depressive disorders it was discovered I am also Schizo-affective Bipolar. How does this affect me? Guess what, yup in addition to the 7 meds for my hear that I have to take for basically the rest of my life I get an additional 6 meds, did I mention I HATE big Pharma and believe they keep us ill so we need even more meds etc, which was why my previous therapist got me a start issued medical cannabis card.
Since my atrial-fibrillation episode in early and being thrust on 7 pills they put a stint into my widow-maker due to an 85% blockage, I am only 48! That my friends is why I had to leave my job for a little while, I have returned to work actually, though my doctor wrote out the limitations to my working conditions, I am to be at 25 hours the most and no more than 6 hours a day, 4 days a week and must be able to leave during daylight hours. So thus far as of November 25th I have worked 3 days and they have not yet put me on schedule for the entire next week, the Wednesday after tomorrow. Now about the meds I started taking in April... Most of them had the side affect "may cause depression", one even said significant depression. So as one can imagine, already having the handful of acronyms this only matters far worse..
As for my focus, memory and motor skills, I have to use spell check all the time now as even thought I think I am typing the right thing it inevitably comes up misspelled anyway. And once again had to call said doctor's office to get my appointment date/times because I could not remember. It really sucks, you feel like you don't have a grasp of your own life, you begin questioning everything. Did I say that, when did I do this etc. You feel like a huge burden to those around you, you even can become so far as to feel worthless.
Sunday, 2 December 2018
Why is no one talking about this?!
Since November 26 through December 1 2018 we have had the following:
Earthquakes
11/26 5.6 in Fiji
11/26 5.5 in Peurto Vallarta, Jalisco Mexico
11/27 5.8 in Monrovia, Liberia
11/27 5.8 in Vanuatu
11/27 5.6 in Bridgetown, Barbados
11/29 5.7 in North Sumatra, Indonesia
11/30 5.7 in Anchorage, AK
11/30 7.0 in Anchorage, AK
12/01 5.2 in Anchorage, AK
12/01 6.3 in Lospalos, Timor-Leste
12/01 5.5 in Navidad, Chili
You can find even more cases of increasing extreme weather Here
Hawaii lost an island!! I have asked various people if they had known that in October of this year one of the remote islands, East Island, home to the Hawaiian Monk Seals. Gone, it ceases to be, all due to a hurricane off the pacific! Why was this not in the news? Or the massive flash floods, landslides, and Tsunamis
They have admitted to "seeding" clouds, the brilliant Dr. Michio Kaku has often commented on the abilities that can be used in Geo-engineering. Sulphur Dioxide, and God knows what else is being shot into clouds to either cause or prevent various weather situations. They have managed to weaponize the weather. And what the hell is this?!
There is a super volcano (1 of 20) around the world that is more than 40,000 years over due to erupt under Yellowstone National Park. On Sept. 15, The Ear Spring geyser erupted in its most violent display since 1957. Sprays of steaming water leapt up to 30 feet (9 meters) in the air, Spewing chunks of rock and dirt as well as decades of human made debris.
The strange "skyquakes" and other sounds that are happening all around the world in increasing in both severity and frequency. Even causing odd behaviors of birds and animals, check out this video of birds taking over a Walmart parking lot, or these bizarre sounds that are worldwide along with other unusual events.
I will be posting more on these epic events as they continue.
LB
Sunday December 2, 2018
36° rain and snow. (Havana playing) The realization that I no longer have my own bank account is setting in. While I know it must be done as my confidence is not so good and I this way I won't be able to cause any problems but it still sucks. 🌌♨
Earn/Win 'Free ...' Apps (reviews part 1)
Anyone with a cell phone gets inundated with app ads. So I decided I would start putting them to the test and clue folks in. I will use a ☑ rating system based on ease of use, level of marketing (how many ads you need to deal with), Earning rate, and lastly Payout. So 1-5 rating 5 being the best.
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Earn free PayPal Money: ☑☑☑
If you have patience and time, this app allows you unlimited viewing of video add for 40 coins per view as well as other ways to earn points like daily gift of 20, 2 Lucky spins every two hours, App of the day and more. The number of ad pops are average for a "Free" game. Pay out starts at 10,000 coins = $10.00. Not my favorite but easy to use and fairly quick point collection. If you like you can use the referral code: TXUsw3x
Lucky Day - win real money: ☑☑☑
Fun little scratcher app with many tickets to scratch and you always win Something you get to scratch 3 tickets per advertisement. Typical winnings are 'coins' useable on buying more raffle or Lottery entries. You get a limited number of cards each day but it is a decent amount. As of today I have won a total of $8. there are 2 raffles, 1 is daily the other weekly. You redeem (cash out) via Paypal or other gift cards
Free Bitcoin Spinner: ☑☑☑☑☑
I know the Spinner actually pays out at any amount but you have a 3 day cooldown, meaning you can not cash out for 3 days after. Very easy and it gives you 50,000 "credits" you can choose between bets of 3k or 5k but the credit meter restarts rising so you can play as often as you have 3000 or 5000 accordingly. Each spin garners an add, many of which you can just close, some may have counters.
Bitdrip: ☑☑☑☑
Easy to use, can claim BTC ever 4 minutes, I have only had this for a week and honestly I do not claim as often as I could but payout is automatically transferred to your bit wallet. I especially like that it is so quick you don't have to deal with ads, big plus IMHO. Will update if I feel it falls short
Cloud BTC Miner: ☑
Very confusing, I am not even sure I got my satoshi even though I "cashed out" there was a timeout but when I reopened, the satoshi was gone and I started over from 0. Also very slow accumulation. No ads but laggy and slow to earn.
Coinbase: ☑☑☑☑
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Earn free PayPal Money: ☑☑☑
If you have patience and time, this app allows you unlimited viewing of video add for 40 coins per view as well as other ways to earn points like daily gift of 20, 2 Lucky spins every two hours, App of the day and more. The number of ad pops are average for a "Free" game. Pay out starts at 10,000 coins = $10.00. Not my favorite but easy to use and fairly quick point collection. If you like you can use the referral code: TXUsw3x
Lucky Day - win real money: ☑☑☑
Fun little scratcher app with many tickets to scratch and you always win Something you get to scratch 3 tickets per advertisement. Typical winnings are 'coins' useable on buying more raffle or Lottery entries. You get a limited number of cards each day but it is a decent amount. As of today I have won a total of $8. there are 2 raffles, 1 is daily the other weekly. You redeem (cash out) via Paypal or other gift cards
Free Bitcoin Spinner: ☑☑☑☑☑
I know the Spinner actually pays out at any amount but you have a 3 day cooldown, meaning you can not cash out for 3 days after. Very easy and it gives you 50,000 "credits" you can choose between bets of 3k or 5k but the credit meter restarts rising so you can play as often as you have 3000 or 5000 accordingly. Each spin garners an add, many of which you can just close, some may have counters.
Bitdrip: ☑☑☑☑
Easy to use, can claim BTC ever 4 minutes, I have only had this for a week and honestly I do not claim as often as I could but payout is automatically transferred to your bit wallet. I especially like that it is so quick you don't have to deal with ads, big plus IMHO. Will update if I feel it falls short
Cloud BTC Miner: ☑
Very confusing, I am not even sure I got my satoshi even though I "cashed out" there was a timeout but when I reopened, the satoshi was gone and I started over from 0. Also very slow accumulation. No ads but laggy and slow to earn.
Cloud Bitcoin Miner - Remote BTC Earnings : ☑☑☑☑
Have only had this app for about a week and have already accumulated more than after several months of having the Cloud BTC Miner. Easy to use and minimal ads.
Coinbase: ☑☑☑☑
So far so good, I get notifications when ever I cash out in my BTC apps (for the most past, have not seen the add from Cloud BTC) In addition to being a widely accepted wallet you can also buy/trade cryptocurrencies at a low cost. I myself tosse $5 in.
| 1 Satoshi | = 0.00000001 ฿ |
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| 100,000 Satoshi | = 0.00100000 ฿ |
| 1,000,000 Satoshi | = 0.01000000 ฿ |
| 10,000,000 Satoshi | = 0.10000000 ฿ |
| 100,000,000 Satoshi | = 1.00000000 ฿ |
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